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July 4th, 2009MAYBE. yeah MAYBE.
June 14th, 2009maybe it was a wake up call
was it?
but, if it wasn’t, im still gonna make it as a wake up call
after the 2008’s SPM result was announced
i noticed dat ppl wif good results having troubles to enter any universities or colleges
so
i hv to stop dreaming
dreaming of getting into good university without any sweats
i MUST, MUST n MUST do my best
seriously, very very best
all out
if not
im going to regret it later
yeah
the 2008’s SPM result was a wake up call for me
n i hope
it will be a wake up call for all of us who will be sitting for SPM this year
i think, it is not too late to start now
but don’t delay it til tomorrow
insya-Allah wif all the hard works n prayers, we can get an excellent result.
“sesungguhya, Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, kecuali kaum itu sendiri berusaha mengubahnya”
now i realised how much important u r to me :)
June 4th, 2009yes2! i really do appreciate u!!!
im glad dat u’re around during critical time
tq so muchhh
heee. yerp… an eraser!
really do play an important role especially when answering addmath questions
actually the eraser as shown above was bought like years ago during my crazy-for-pokemon period
i didnt use it til the nite where i found dat i lost my papermate eraser
i almost gone crazy b’coz i need to use an eraser to finish up my hw
thx god i found the pokemon eraser 
oh yes, i did bring the eraser to school
at first it was kinda embarassed
then on second thought,,, it’s kinda cool.
sape kata weird? jeles lah tuhhh?
hehehe… jkjk
bukan sumorg bawak pemadam mcm tu kan? especially time skolah menengah. btul x? XD
but dun worry ppl, i already bought a new eraser
n2 i kept the pokemon eraser to a place where ppl can’t find it. (x la tersorok sgt, org malas carik mmg x jumpa)
the eraser contains tonnes of great memories, the memories of being a primary school’s student.
playing with eraser (lawan2 tu) , showing off all the erasers dat u hv, potong2 pemadam main masak2 (ok, sounds a bit stupid, but it did happen)
n the most valueable memory is, the memory of studying in SK Seri Ampang, Ipoh. really do miss my old friend. still can remember their faces, but can’t barely remember their names.
fyi, i bought the eraser at the school’s book shop (skolah ipoh) . 20sen satu. walaupun mahal, aku tetap beli sebyk bole bg menunjukkan kehebatan memiliki pemadam pokemon yg pelbagai jenis.
tp kalah kot. bazirkan? salah satu sebab aku kurus smpai skrg mungkin sbb aku spend duit kat tmpt yg salah. mak bapak kasi duit beli makan, aku beli benda lain. ya, mungkin2.
ape pon, tq MR ERASER! u’re my life saver!
p/s: geram dgn jerawat. bubuh clorox ilang kot. XD
another infectious disease… T_T
June 1st, 2009
yeahhh, skittles. damn i love this thing! since fad brought skittles during tuition class, i can’t resist myself from eating it everyday. everyday? yes everyday! T_T i was once addicted to skittles, but i managed to control myself n become normal again. n now im back addicted to skittles again. goshhh~! helps r needed! pls! go away u EVIL SKITTLES! rolfff!
p/s: im chewing skittles rite now. ^_^
here it goes again
May 28th, 2009the xm juz ended like a day ago. well, i didn’t do my best for my account paper but for other papers, alhamdulillah. so today i went to school. nutting much happened n i can say dat the p&p process mcm xde je. we didnt learn anything until the last period. i dont think dat i need to mention bout the reasons. neway, smlm pegi bilik guru, n i was offered by cikgu N to enter a competition. it’s about an essay writting. masih lg x dpt fikirkan whether masuk or x. trial is juz around the corner, another 64 days. klu masuk ade benifits, x masuk pon ade. btw, at first i was like so excited when cikgu N told me bout da thinggie. but, td la during sej period, cikgu H told dat we shud start focusing on our SPM. i’ve been brainwashed during dat period. yeah, i know i shud start pushing my ass out for the SPM. tp, pertandingan tu……..
here it goes… another decision need to be made… n it gonna take a while. n while it stucks in the head, it gonna drive me crazy. yeah crazy ppl, crazy! *buat terok jap* hehe
nota kaki : td operasi bilang jerawat. sapa nak lawan? habaq mai. bahaha :))
so like totally tuuuttttt!!!
May 23rd, 2009ok guys, wut will u feel if u know someone juz hacked ur private photos in fs or myspace or facebook etc2? yeah, someone juz did dat to me. n hell yeah im so damn angry bout it. to da person who did dat, juz wanna say it aint easy for me to forgive u. da reasons i mean reason u gave to me is not enuff. seriously it is such an idiotic act. i called u but u didnt answer. u said u were sleeping. r u? n i called u during da evening *kot* still u didnt answer. hey, i juz want more reasons for dat stupid action! i want u to say it. not by alphabets but by words from ur mouth! ya2, u will say, “ko ni asilah, cepat marah la”. ok lemme say it, “sape x marah? penat2 aku pakai tudung, ko tgk private photos aku yg aku bg kwn2 seperempuan ngan aku je tgk*. feels like hentak-ing my head on the wall rite now.
I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE DAT U WILL DO SUCH THING ESPECIALLY TO ME. IM STARTING TO LIKE U AS A FRIEND. BUT U’RE DA ONE DAT MADE ME STOP DA BEING-FRIEND PROGRESS. I AM SO FRUSTRATED BY UR ACTION. SERIOUSLY I AM.
p/s: i may forgive u one day, insya-Allah… but i will not forget the thing u did to me.
resah, gundah, gelisah???
May 9th, 2009
ohhhhhhhh, exam semakin dekat. dis upcoming tuesday. dan2 aku maseh lagi berjauhan drpd buku. ya Allah,”asilah ape dh jd dgn kau ni?” monolog dlmn sebentar. the time now is 3.35 am. n im still wondering around. doing nothing. juz now i called pakku, settle hal teachers’ day. semakin dkt dgn xm, aku semakin dihujani dgn tugasan. x pe asilah, ini satu cabaran. u must face it! if not, u will loss in this battle, n u gonna regret it forever. haritu, aku pegi tuisyen admet. bertusyen dgn cikgu yg tlah mngaja aku sejak form 1. n we hv a short conversation while i was waiting for my dad, “asilah, im a bit worried about u. it seems like u dun hv the interest on studying anymore. u lost ur focus. what happened?” aku hanya mampu tergamam. ya, mungkin aku hilang fokus. tp aku masih ada minat utk blaja. tp knp aku hilang fokus? adakah krn tugasan yg kadang kala agak menimbun? adakah kerana aku sendiri yg x reti manage masa? mungkin ada manusia kata aku ni “perfect”. for real, im not. kalau anda semua mengenali diri ini dgn lebih mendlm, then u’ll know. beribu soalan, tp tiada jawapan. pelikkan? tapi itu lah dunia.
award? ahahaa
April 19th, 2009beta tlah diawardkan oleh superwomen iaitu pn eh cik ena dza dza
oh terharu
“sy ingin mengucapkan ribuan trima kaseh kpd family, kwn2 n suma lah yg slama ni tlah memberi support sama ada dr segi material mahupun moral. tidak lupa jugak kpd cipan2 dsayangi serta bantal busuk yg dirindui. anda suma mmg rock!”
hehehe
ahaaa, terbeliak mata XD
Syarat2 menerima award ni:
1.Pastikan jantina anda adalah perempuan (check!)
2.Copy badge sebagai award anda (check!)
3.Nyata 7 sebab kenapa anda bangga menjadi perempuan (check!)
4.Pass kan award ini kepada girl-friends anda. (check!)
SEBAB SY BANGGA MENJADI PEREMPUAN:
1. kerana dlm Al-Quran ade surah khas utk perempuan shj.
2. kerana mampu memujuk seseorg individu walaupun pujukan x sehebat mana.
3. mampu berleter non-stop. kalau masuk debate bole menang. kes3
4. kerana Allah bg cuti seminggu setiap bulan. HUHAH~! hehe
5. boleh kilatkan kasut kawad. sbb nk kilatkan kne dgn kelembutan. btul x ena?
6. jari pompuan lawa lagi. kan? hehehe
7. seganas mane pon pompuan tu, dy tetap ade keayuan besertakan kechumelan kan? laki ade ke?
apepon aku amat bersyukur dilahirkan sbg seorg perempuan. setiap kejadian ade hikmahnya. klu jd lelaki, mcm mana agknya rupa nieh? prangai? adekah gf bersusun? kah3
orang yang sesuai dapat award ini :
FATHIN NADIRAH BT KASSIM
(beliau merupakan calon “perempuan melayu” terakhir bagi tahun 2008)
hehehehe
CHEERS!!!
hari ini ahad
April 19th, 2009hey peeps~! it has been a while since my last post. too much things to do n too little time to do it. haih. lately nuting much happened. juz some boring days with da same tight schedules. hari tu pegi kem PKBM. for sure buat masa skrg aku x cerah ok? sbrg penghinaan diterima buat masa ini. *pasrah* hehehe. not going to tell bout da camp, but if u really2 wanna noe bout it, you may visit atey’s or arif’s blog. oh ya, the midyear exam will b around may. dun wanna tell da date. makes me want to eat my brain. haisyh. last exam’s result wasn’t dat bad, Alhamdulillah. harap dpt maintain lah. cuma kimia perlukan lebih usaha. bila aku post je mesti da nak dekat xm kan? hahaha. adekah sbb stress? knp stress? aiyo. SPM oh cepat lah~!!! now i realised something, i juz wrote in english n malay. haha. biar la. who cares. sapa maw komplen? komplen la. ini bukan kertas xm.
oke, x de benda nk gtaw sgt. sblum meng-bye2 suma, aku dpt twrn utk pemilihan PKBM kebangsaan, kebangsaan kat sabah dis year. sum of my frens encourage me to go, tp ade yg kata x payah. meby i will go, meby i will not. if consider bout the “kebangsaan” marks, siyesly i dun really care bout it. tp pengalaman kan. ahhhh. biar la. give the chance to others. im going to focus on my SPM n2 my kecerahan muka. hehe. so to those whose going to the ” pemilihan” thingie, gudluck guys. im gonna missed 4RRD. sheeeshhh T_T oke, till then.
p/s: what a lame post. x menarik. sorry sape yg bc.
Kursus Kepimpinan Pengawas Sekolah & Pengawas Asrama 2009
March 21st, 2009Venue : Pusat Pendidikan Biodiversiti Wang Pinang, Kuala Perlis.
Duration : 13th - 15th February 2009
dis year da camp is bit diff n better than the year b4. we really do njoyed da camp. lots of new experiences, lots of gelongness attitude, tonnes of great memories. =) well, hope dat there will b more camp for the prefects through out this year. im not going to story out all da activities. maybe a few pictures might help to describe about da kursus. enjoy =)
on our way to Wang Pinang
solat berjemaah
hot chicks? hehehe *sorry*
morning jog
blind trail
washing ourself after the blind trail activity.*full with mud… is it? or animals’ poop? hope not*
saje je buh gamba ni, cube tgk sequence colour baju. hehehe
singing the national anthem
panjat bukit. x ingt nama bukit. sorry. hehe
a few poses.
well, dat’s all i think. there r still a few activities dat are not in da piccas above. maybe i’ll post it laytah.
okeyh, til then.
CHEERS!