everyone hopes that their day will go smoothly without any obstacles. but, we can only hope for it, sometimes things just happened. when it happened, ur life will be in so much missery or the other way around. for me, the past few days went quiet ok. but then, i’d heard a few not-so-syok stories about *******************. well, basically it shattered my heart. i felt the whole efforts that i’d put were useless. nobody seems to care bout it, instead they made story about “me for not being very flexible for my study and doing my responsibilities”. at first, i dont really care bout it. but then, i kept on receiving more n more stories. n now, it is getting on my nerve. can they just stop it? i’d sacrificed a lot of things during my school years. they just don’t know bout it. all they know is to tell stories about me who did a small mistake. about me who declined their offer for a camp. about me who had been too rebellious especially when i didn’t really agreed with some of their plans as the plans were causing us so much troubles plus there were other ways which are much much more effecient to do it.

well, the right one will not always win rite? i know what i did was right. but, i am just a nobody. a nobody who was easily targetted as a place to blame on when things went wrong. a nobody with low attitude. a nobody with no great appearance. okay, okay. i got it.

i think, im going to stop here. there’s no good reason for me to keep on complaining. the stories are now known by people. so, why am i too bother to think bout this? there’s nothing much i can do. nevertheless, i am still holding strong to myself, i keep on telling that i didn’t do anything wrong. perhaps, it might help to reliefe some of the being useless feeling. i know who i am. n i know what i did. N I DID NOTHING WRONG.

btw, YES I AM UPSET RIGHT NOW!

thanks for all the oppurtunities.

n

mostly

thanks for all of the stories

APPRECIATE ‘EM!

“THE TRUTH HURTS”

“BUT LIES WORSE!”

hah. oke2. aku nk mengeluh kat sini. ptg td, aku kene drive ke kangar bwk my daddy pegi ke bank. al maklum lah, bandar “metropolitan” kangar pada hari jumaat akan jadi super sesak umpama kambing2 tgh bratur nk masuk kandang. oke fine, aku seorg pemandu yg penyabar *chewah* tp, betul la. if u wanna compare with penang’s drivers, i am wayyy better than them. however, kesabaran aku sampai ke kemuncaknya time aku sampai kat simpang tepi bgunan KWSP dkt dgn kfc. seriously, aku termaki hamun kat situ beberapa kali. knp? b’coz of those freaking motorcyclist. spttnya aku x spent byk masa kat simpang tu utk belok ke kiri, tp disbbkan oleh beberapa penunnggang yg aku sgt jamin dia x de lesen telah menyusahkan hidup aku. hah, geram ok? aku almost terlanggar one of them. sbb ape? sbb aku rasa enjin moto dia mati kot. aku x rasa itu moto lama. aku sgt yakin tu moto baru. aku x paham la, dh x de lesen tu psl ape yg nk bawak sgt? kang org terlanggar, insuran mane nk support haaa? plus2, klu kereta terlanggar moto, x payah langgar kuat2, langgar sikit pon moto bole terbalik. ape point aku kat post ni? aku juz nak sampaikan, kpd sesiapa yg x de lesen tu, x payah la menggatal bwk mane2 kenderaan. klu ape2 terjd, insuran x kan support. kesian la kat parents. unless korg anak org kaya, aku x nak kata apa la.  dan2 kepada yg dh ade lesen… TOLONGLAH apply ape yg korg dh belajar kat driving school. penat je dgr ceramah n buat amali, but in the end, bila dh dpt lesen, bwk kenderaan mcm org yg x de ilmu memandu or menunggang. BAZIR DUIT & MASA JE OKE?

hah. oke. dh puas.

p/s: aku x kata yg aku pemandu berhemah. aku cuma nk sampaikan pandangan dan diharapkan kpd rakan2 yg nmpk aku bwk kereta mcm org gila, tlg la tegur. i wont eat u

i don’t thing the issue that im going to write is a new thing to most of the readers especially the Malaysians

y i am sooo pointing this problem to malaysians?

b’coz i am so sick of their attitudes which are not really concern about cleanliness

yes, the issue is CLEANLINESS

last 2 weeks, i was on my way back to perlis n was stuck in a traffic jammed at Gurun as there was a head on collision between two trucks if im not mistaken.

the position where i was stuck was a bit strategic which was beside the R&R.

so, most of the highway users get off from their cars to buy some food or do their stuff in the toilet.

well, i was not really bothered by that matter.

but the one thing that bothered me was we were stuck there for less than 2 hours and when the cars started to move, i saw lots n lots of rubbish on the road.

seriously, i was annoyed by Malaysians’ attitude.

hello? is it that hard to keep the rubbish in your car first and throw it into a dustbin later?

will it costs you money to throw rubbish into a dustbin?

don’t they have brains? the rubbish they throwed might cause serious damage to the cars that pass through.

anyways, i don’t want to curse anybody for this matter

it is pointless to point your finger for the occurence of such attitudes

nevertheless, i hope that readers understand what i am trying to voice out and together help to build a new malaysians’ attitude.

it is just two simple steps :1. keep your rubbish with you, 2. throw ‘em when when you find a dustbin.

seriously dude, i felt relief when i knew the thing this morning.

don’t u ever dare to bother me anymore.

mylife will be way better without u.

trust me.

btw, eventhough u’ve made false story about me n a good friend of mine, well, it didn’t bother me at all.

actually, im glad u did

u know y?

well, i don’t think u hv to know.

CHEERS!

p/s: going to celebrate my freedom-ness with ena!